Sunday, October 08, 2006
Hei.. harlow.. alot of things happened recently.. but dun really wanna say about it.. lets talk about the happy stuff.. ORDing... dunno wat job to find.. wanna work in a bank... haha.. seems quite interesting... just wanna gain some experience...
oh.. went back to SR.. to look for the teachers... had a long chat.. yah.. as usual.. talked about some Uni stuff... asked them about life in there and wat to expect... and they said it was like taking A levels every term.. oh man... haha... but seriously, better than where i am now... yup... apparently few students went back to see them.. onli our class.... our year.. haha... best class mah... keke.. oops...
sometimes i dunno wat am i doing actually.. sometimes felt lost... sometimes i do things without using my brain.. no one noes... onli i noe... onli me...
maybe i juz dunno wat i wan.. or maybe i noe... but juz not ready to accept that... i wan to succeed in life.. wanna make it big.. maybe thats too much for me now... i'm juz tinking too much... but its natural isn't it??? this is my future.. my life... wat i am in the future is wat i do now... and i am not going to waste it.. or am i??? juz need someone to talk to... the question is.. who???
yongshen... life is short, really... but i choose to waste it on you... 25 days...
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